Tuesday, August 29, 2017

I'm just an outline of what I used to be
Constantly evolving
Steadily revolving 

Saturday, August 12, 2017


Most girls fall in love with guys who give them flowers and white lies.

Mine begs to be different.

But the lies weren't just white ones.
And I never got flowers.
Yes, I fell in love.
And it wasn't with a guy.

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Those voicenotes

There was a sudden urge to open some "stale" accounts which I last saw months or even years ago.
To my surprise, I found some sweet voice notes.
I never thought I managed to save them.
I'm not sure how to feel now.
I'm partly-thrilled, partly-cut.
Cut deep, deep down.
How could this voice arrest my soul like this?
Stupid .amr files.
I'm pinned to my seat now.
Oh God.


Wednesday, July 19, 2017


Some things happen swiftly
You cannot register everything
That voice still resonates in my veins
The sound was clear as crystal
But the thought was not
I stared at the entity confused as I am
Words were halfway to my lips
But I opted to keep the moral high ground
Got a taste of fresh mortification
And I'm still reeling
My body's all curled up
While my thoughts are all scattered in the air
My heart's seems to cling to a familiar place
Now my subconscious pouts at me petulanty,
looking perturbed
Everything took place under duress
In extreme circumstances
Some scenes cut you, spot-on
Some words just flow endlessly, droning on and on
And feelings could then increase, decrease
...or cease.

L A N Y ♥

It only takes a LANY song to fill in my gaps lately.
LANY keeps me sane.
Listen to the lyrics of their songs.
Just. Oh my.
I find myself wafting into work every single day, sitting all-day smiling while playing LANY tracks, then waft home again playing the same set of songs.
How could I just not?
How could some words be like salt on sore skin?

Tuesday, July 18, 2017


You cannot ziplock love, but you can lock lips.
Pretty much the same thing? ♥