I'm sitting idly in my sofa while allowing myself to get lost in this wild galaxy of mixed thoughts, full of pain laced with vast possibilities and hopes. I go back to the day I saw you. You had darker skin and was a bit skinnier than the last time we were together. Acting so far from your usual self. That very minute, seeing you in that state, my eyes refuse to believe that you were there, so close. I ached to touch you, but there was a strong sense that told me that wasn't allowed, so I remained silent and stayed pinned to the small spot where I chose to view you from afar. My chest burned with longing. But so I thought, you were still the same you, my love. That awesome entity who was (is and will be) mine, my beloved, the most familiar face in the world to me. Some things change. Some things grow. And #this love only gets more interesting amidst everything that was. ~gemmieloves
You're my honeybunch, sugar plum Pumpy-umpy-umpkin You're my sweetie pie You're my cuppycake, gumdrop Snoogums, boogums, you're The apple of my eye And I love you so And I want you to know That I'm always be right here And I want to sing Sweet songs to you Because you are so dear...
When I love someone, I try to delve into their own interests. Eventually, I take them as my own favorites too. Knowing what the other person likes or prefers. It means something to me. It's like trying to accustom your world to someone else's. And that is definitely something remarkable.
"I love the feeling of ownership that you give me. That kind of feeling that you don't let your pride rule in telling me those words that you are indeed afraid to lose me, or that I might find someone else. I love that you wrap me in your arms, telling me you don't want me to go. You are so lovable. Every single day, my feelings for you continue to grow."
"It's not everyday that you'll meet someone that you could see yourself doing things for their partner and you won't always feel the feeling of being loved and appreciated the way you wanted to be. You showed me that, and made me feel that way in just a short span of time, baby."
A little inspired because of binge-watching OITNB. My drawing's not yet done but yeah. Quoting some of the roller-coaster-minded Piper's best lines in OITNB:
"I was there for Alex. She was what I paid attention to. Who I paid attention to. Everything else was just background."
"I like hot girls. And I like hot boys. I like hot people. What can I say? I’m shallow." "In the morning when I wake up, there are these few seconds before I realize where I am, and then I do realize, and I can't breathe. And I want to cry, and throw shit, and kill myself. When does that end?" "